It just makes me so sad to see him sad. I want to see him smile. Not a half hearted one, now I mean a real real big Justin smile where he shows his teeth and is super happy. It felt like it was a long time ago I could see that smile for real. Now its almost fake when he's posing with fans on pictures and I can see on paparazzi pictures how fake it is and lately its not even a smile on the pictures.

Its not just the paparazzis that make this, its also we fans. Its kinda depressing that we even can't make him smile, I mean its our job to keep Justin happy and smiling but right now we all failing. Its not like we DONT make him smile. I mean, we make pictures, trending tropics on twitter and so much more for him. But lately its too much for him.

Today it was three years ago Justin got signed by Island Def Jam Records. And im still so damn proud. No words for how proud I am right now, how proud I am today and how proud I allways will be. He's more then just a kid who can sing. But he's not more then a human, he's just a human like everybody else. And why do I keep repeating that he's a human like everyone else? well its because I don't know how much more he can take. It feels like he's slowly breaking down in front of us.

Not just in front of the fans, now I mean in front of everybody. Even his family where he should be as strong as possible to not break down. The problem is that some people don't even see it. I can see it. His smile dosen't even match his eyes anymore, not like it did before. Now the smile is allways there even when he's not happy at all. I think that Justin is way to afraid to break into tears, especially out in front of everybody.

Everything I want right now is that he just dosent give us up or just give up at all and going back to Canada. Not that I think that he will do that but sooner or later it will happen for sure. And if he gives his dream up it will not only break him apart, It will also break us million beliebers apart.

And that's all because of you HATERS and stupid PAPARAZZIS. I seriously hate you all. Its okey that you dont like Justin and talk about him. You may think that it dosen't hurt when you tell us stuffs like: 'how can you like him, he's gay, he's ugly, he can't sing, he looks like a girl, he sings as a girl' and so on.

Its just so pathetic to waste time to just spread the hate, especially to us fans. Because whatever you say to us will we NEVER stop support Justin. At least I won't. Because he's my inspiration, the reason why I believe in things, the reason why I never say never. Right now I can't see a life without him and yes, I know it sounds pathetic but its so damn true. At time I can't believe or imagine a life without him, because he's allready too big part of my life that without him my life isn't worth livin'.

Everybody is expecting so much from him. He's just seventeen years old and that's make me so mad. Like when he played soccer with Barcelona. Then every jelaous hater started say this stuff again like: 'he can't play soccer, he sucks, he cant even keep the ball blablablabl' Well, then I have to ask you, have barcelona asked you to practice with them? Yeah, that's what I thought!

Its just so unnessecery to bring out all your hate on someone that dosen't deserve it. He made it where he is today, he never gave up and he never said never. He did what it took him to come where he is today and he deserve every good word in the world. He don't deserve all the hate because he never did anything wrong? All he does is living his dream and I don't see any wrong with it, so why hate instead of just accept that he is a good singer, earn a lot of money, can get any girl he wants, that he's hot and that he got as much swag that no one of you never will get. 

And why you hate on him is just because you're all just jelaous or something else. I can understand if you don't like his music, I mean everyone got different taste but if you don't like his music why hate him as person? That dosen't make sence, its just immature and ridicilous.

Without him I would still have my family, my friends and so on, but then it will allways be something I would miss. And that would be Justin. Now when he's sad and all stressed up, it just feels wrong. I've never seen him like this and that's why I will support and defending him no matter what. It's our beliebers job to do that. And if we can't make it, no one ever will.

#cheerupjustin ♥
ONCE A BELIEBER, ALWAYS A BELIEBER ♥